My new outlook on llife
Mood:  not sure
Today i woke up in a good mood, thinking maybe today was goin be good and not like any other day. I got up asking my mom a question and she caught an attitude because i came in a lil late after my curfew. but i really dont think i should have one,all my friends are older than me and dont have one, so why should I? So we argued like usual and now i have an attitude (really sucks). Then my dad finally came home after 3 days and i guess my moms happy but I'm not ...he makes the big money in family and he soo selfish, he rather spend it at the bar then helpin his family out. my mom doesn't say nothing cuz she dont wanna be the women that couldnt fix her marriage! so shes happy as long as he is and she got up and fixed breakfast...the only time she does is when hes here otherwise I'm on my on. Then i have an older sister thats 21 and pregnant!....she gets on my last nerve she acts like she 12 or something and she acts like and hype/prosistute....she doesn't do a damn thing around the house ...she eats, sleep and leave and go when she wants to and come back at 3 or 4 in the morning and does all this 4 free...i jus wanna runaway but I'm not because i do love my momma even though she makes stupid choices!!....so I realized i need to get real independent. i kinda slacked this year in school so therefor i have to take 3 courses this summer and at first i didn't want to go cuz i didn't want to miss any action but i realized i need to make things about me and only me...so i will be goin and passing and also i have such a pretty shape and love to show it off but i starting to get a gut so now i have an plan to lose it by any means necessary....and keep it flat...and also i need to get an better money situation cuz depending on my parents ain't where its at...i need my money cuz i love to look like an million bucks!!....thats all for now come back lata maybe ill have more